} PIG STEW.

went to church in the morning and i am sorry deborah but i was really quite angry that you were late and you didn t even apolegise? hmm nevermind, it is all over and everything is okay already :D glad you like the necklace i got for you. today's session at church was a lil scary. i dunno why but i feel scared when people speak ' tang ' . they speak it when the holy spirit touch or bless them. I was taken a back when a lady in front of me started speaking tang really loudly and when we were singing songs to Jesus , a boy suddenly broke down and cried and a girl i was holdings hands with spoke tang too. i really dunno how to explain my feelings at that time. And also i learnt that it is better not to talk when i am angry and it does not matter who is right or wrong, it is who will make it right. hello, make sense right.

after the session, went to meet korkorwee, yuan yin and yi lin at marine parade entrance. before that , bought curry pok and cheese ball to eat while waiting. our youth session is really weird, it is after breakfast and no lunch , so everytime after a session, deborah and i always feel hungry. :D actually the plan was to go have a free lesson of salsa but korkor wee change his plan to cycling and then change again to bowling. we went to marine bowling at east coast park.

we played funny for the first game and i got in the hang of 'wooing' everytime somebody bowl . LOL, korkor wee was so shy when everyone woo after he got a strike. you can see his face turning red. finally, i got a nice picture of yi lin and I . i like i like :D not long, we had to change lanes because the machine was spoilt. a lot of people were staring at us especially the group of guys beside our lanes.




:D

after korkor came, we decided to challenge each other. it was so funny.
we called ourselve PIG STEW there was korkor, huaywen, yilin, ryan and me :D! and korkorwee's team was KWAY CHUP HAHAHA. inside consist of yuan yin , deborah and huay yi. because there were 4 of them, we allow them to give a 50 points leadway but in the end pig stew won cause my brother got so many strikes -.- i really dunno how he do it . woot, then korkor wee said i got the natural look of being a national bowler. HAHAHA.

korkorwee, kor kor and my father played another game among themselve while the cousins run up to the arcade and we had to wait a while for the guys to collect the tokens. straight away after deborah and i collect the tokens, we chiong to the dance dance revolutions game? halfway deborah let yi lin play and she chiong to the para para ( using hands) soon, my brother said we had to go for dinner. our parents wanted to eat at a koran bbq resturant but it was really expensive so we decided to hang aroudn at burger king while waiting for our turn in long beach resturant :D

the dinner was really good maybe because yilin deborah and i laughed a lot. too bad sufen wasn t here D:



'ohana' means family and family means nobody is forgotten or get left behind.

yay. korkor is gonna get my shoooooe :D

} yesterday .

didn t do so much in the morning. practically slept through the whole saturday afternooon. later in the evening , i willingly followed my mother to marine parade to meet with na and her family for dinner :D went to crystal jade and ate a set meal. but that wasnt our main aim, the main idea of going to marine parade is to spend nana's ESPIRIT discount >:D hahahaha. i bought a 3/4 jeans and a t-shirt :D , was about to go off but suddenly nana and mummy decided to stay longer so as usual .. :D



secret shot 2 :D



after taking the 'legs' photo, one of the staff told me i couldn t take photos here and i told her we were taking our own legs and she was a lil pissed? i didn t really know why but yeah. initially, nana didn t let us go to the arcade but after a short while she told us in a angry way to just go so in the end, i just go la :D too bad, i didn t see goat. sigh. why is it when i am dying to see him, he is just not there? we played the basketball game again but still haven t achieve to stage 3. thank goodness the pervertic cashier guy wasnt there that day cause before that huay wen and i were arguing who should top up the card . LOL.

went to GIANT later and people start going mad at one corner and realised they were snatching for lil mandrian oranges and mommy and nana and uncle tai kit were there picking and choosing and i took 2 and ate it straight away. HAHAHA. but too them, i think the oranges doesn t cost them much lor. after that wen, yi and i just pushed the trolley round and round while waiting for our parents.



trying hard to hold on.



i've got my own trolley . HAHAHA.



we've had dreams about being a rock star.

hahaha. btw i lied to nana that we didn t go arcade :D and yesterday when nana called me fat, she made it up by buy me a monokuru table calendar mat. i am still wondering where to put it >:D and uncle tai kit bluff me he was a vegetarian.

like that will EVER happen!

} wonderful world.

feel so refreshed after my bathe :D had such a long day today.

was late today for 15minutes today so in the end we took a taxi down to SGH.the check-up was short today surprisingly and the doctor said i can be discharged today :D yay. but next week i still have to go to KKhospital for the results of my bloodtest. sigh.

later went to china-town because mommy wanted to try out the famous yong tau foo store. lunch-hour was over so the queue wasn t really that long.



mommy's the one in pink.

the yongtaufoo was quite good really but i seriously think it is overpriced. one small bowl for $3. mommy says it is because it does not contain any aginomoto hm. i dunno what is it called in english, maybe it is chemical flavouring? later we ordered sambal kangkong and her favourite dessert. i suddenly can t seem to remember the name. :\ took a walk around the market before having lunch and mommy just had to buy 3 heave mattress covers and we had to carry that stupid thing around bugis.

went on a search for a pair of slippers and i almost bought one for $49.90 but i didn t really found it comfortable and brought mommy with Icon with me to help me to look for my ideal shoes. actually i already had what i wanted in mind and i quickly went to Nora's shop where she do designs for the shoes . she is so creative la :D. she is mixed malay and chinese and she actually took higher chinese. man, i feel so shame of myself ): here, see her designs :D



can you smell the magic?

i was quite spoilt for choices and mommy let me buy 2 pairs :D i bought one right off the rack so she sold it to me at a cheaper price - $20. hah, i love it so much :D so gothic yet a lil feminine. the other pair is more for formal wear and i can only collect it next week. i can t wait for my pretty shoes :) right now , my gothic shoe.



fall in love with it baby.

met nana and huay yi at icon. they spend a long time looking at the cosplay shop and nana bought a pair of pants and stockings for huay wen. later nana was so mean, she made me wear huay wen pants and it was a lil tight then nana say:

it may be tight for you but of course not for huay wen la.

what the sheet. i helpped her yet she is so mean D: my mother also never defend me. huay yi also bought another custom made pair while i fetched wen from the station and bring her up to the icon and let her choose her own custom made shoes too. omg, we spend a lot of time in the shop when there are 5 levels downstairs waiting for me . so while i was waiting, huay yi and i started playing with the wall papers.



why did huay yi cross the road? :D



cause she wants to steal my cab D:



sexy pose hor (:



:)


later mommy accompany me to other levels and i bought a pair of white pants :D so stylo and i bought a present for someone. i think someone will squeal once she see it . later went to billy bombers for dinner. the food there is so rich. i ordered the ribs but i think kenny roger and outback ranch is better. their bbq sauce is so scarce. so dry. the milkshake is good too. huay wen's rootbeer float is not bad either :] she thought she broke her straw and made me ask for a new one . ): and i think huay wen 's appetide is increasing :D YES YES. i hope it is true. she ate so much today. hahaha.



i like this secret shot :D

after this, we still walk to PMK and i bought a shirt :D i think i will wear it to church. actually i didn t want to buy it at first because i coudln t try the white shirt and there was only S for yellow colour . i think the guy saw my sad face and told me secretly that i can try the white shirt secretly. hahaha. i was quite surprised. thank you to him, i got my white shirt :D mommy is so trendy now. she bought 2 shirts from pmk. hmm, i am wondering when is she going to wear it . i want to see my hip momma! the guy working at PMK bugis is not bad looking >:D



huay yi felt a lil bored while we were choosing clothes.
so she decided to play with the pictures on the floor,
trying to see how far she can jump.

it was so late yet my father hasnt had his dinner and we accompany him at ang mo kio and watched him gobbled away. i am glad he fetched us home , i was so tired D: hm, there is floorball training tomorrow and i think i will skipped it again. it sucks not to know anybody from there. i hope mr wee didn t keep any records. so i think i am free tomorrow, i am wondering what i am going to do. i wanted to say something but it slipped my mind.




mommy says she is going to ground kor because he keeps on eating expensive food with kaka. HAHA.

} TO THE HUSTLE!

hello :D

woke up early today to go meet deborah at raffles city to have breakfast before heading down to Singapore Poly Open house . the way there to poly is such a looonnng train ride. i think it would be fun to have a cousin going the same poly as you, or someone close :D yvonne said JC was a lil boring but i think later she will warm up and make a lot of friends . so happy for her. hope she don t forget me though. ): because she is the ONE TRUE FRIEND that stick with me through out (: urm, still got peipei they all la :D

anyway, deborah and I walked around first while my mother went to meet up with my father because he have forgotten to bring his handphone. later, we sat around and talk to the lecturers about the courses that we wanted to ask. i think i am game for creative media design :D it is quite interesting really. we have to sketch out designs for advertisements for some companies. Retail management and integrated business are courses that i will also keep in mind but the cut off points are so low. oh my god.

we went in to one of the career talk and i saw dented head. he is so tall. omg.

i saw Veron. A and Justin for 987fm! i wanted to take a photo with them but i am so shy ): oh yeah before i forget, jian cong is nice enough to let deborah and i know we can work at the daycare center but joanna doesn t seem so happy about it, like everything we do is wrong? deborah never really let me explain my feelings, she always say i sound so fierce when it comes to this type of things. haha :D

my father works in Singapore Poly for so long even my mother knows almost all the maritime lecturers there la :D we took a lil mini van to see the million dollar stimulator . it really looked that real okay! after a while, the lecturer explained so detailed that deborah and I keep getting distracted at other things. LOL. i think my mother also was feeling the boredom and bluffed one of the 'captain' that we are rushing to go somewhere and we skipped the whole engineering process. There was this ang mor kia studying there from mexico , HE IS SO CUTE :D i like his smile.

there was still a lot of time before meeting up with my brother and zhi qiang for dinner so my mom decided to go back to tiong bahru to do some massage for her neck. before that, mommy treat ourselves some gelatos :D



MM. darkchocolate with yoghurt :D

on the way to the clinic, suddenly there was this freako guy behind me said Hello. It gave me such a bad scare and he was standing so close to me . I think my face looked quite shocked and he spoke japanese. He thought we were from japan. OMG. then he started talking to my mother like he knew her for very long. psycho psycho psycho. we quickly walked in to the clinic after that. before mommy's turn, there was this ang mor kia who got his shoulders dislocated and the docter was trying to put the shoudler back. the shoudler got dislocated because he was playing wii nintendo tennis and he swing too hard and all of the sudden it dropped out . i didn t know so while i was sitting in the waiting room eating my gelato, the guy started screaming . i totally lost my appetide after that. after mommy gone in, deborah and i sat around before heading to the pet shop.



deborah playing with her poly goodie bag.



random shot :D



this is your spinal cord :D can you see me waving?

okay. the dogs at the pet shop are sooo cute :)



a customer's dog - Champion . :]



$1500 each. (toilet trained)



deborah and i bought this for rocky boy :D (peanut butter flavour)

later headed back to the clinic and continue waiting for mummy. while waiting, it started to rain heavily and the waiting room was so dark. the entrance to the doctor's room started to become even creepier than usual and when i peered in, i saw headless skeleton with a christmas star hanging around it . so much for a christmas tree :l



deborah still can play with the fierce doctor's reflection.



if you looked long enough, something might pop out. :D



see what i mean >:(

after that a elderly couple sat in the waiting room to wait for the rain to stop. we started chatting and surprisingly they dunno nothing about chinese. so whatever the doctor said, i sort of have to translate for them. mommy say they might be peranakan. no wonder. aunty looked like 60+ but she is in fact 70! and uncle also, he looked 60+ but he is 80! i was like OMG, really!? they say deborah and i are so helpful :] later the fierce doctor asked my mom whether deborah or I is prettier and of course my mom tell him that she can t comment on anything. HAHAHA. fine ): then the doctor say my eyes are nicer while deborah's nose is nicer. hm, each have her own flaws la hor >:D then he say we are prettier than fann wong . woot. deborah, i think we can sign up for miss universe when we are 18.

when the rain finally lighten up, we went to meet kor kor and zhiqiang for dinner at ang mo kio to eat salted egg crab :D Zhi qiang treat :D went to the library later and borrowed a lot of comics :D haha, later i used deborah receipt for some lucky draw. it was the only entry inside. i have this feeling she will win. HAHA. and the prize is some kiddy books. i stuffed some library books in my brother bag and it looked like a turtle shell. Deborah and I laughed like crazy. I should have took a photo of it .

deborah was supposed to bunk at my house tonight but she didn t bring any specs or extra contacts lens so in the end she called her parents to fetch her home. saw belle, i feel so sad for her , her father died not long but she still have to wait for wilma's employer to come back before attending her father's funeral. sigh, her eyes were so watery. i just didn t know what to say to her

btw, jia wei's second day of kindergarden school and he already beat somebody. HAHA, sound like my brother when he was young. he is so cute la . he is so adorable. he is the boy who is eating ice cream in the previous post.

hm, gtg hospital tomorrow. troublesome.

} jia wei



i love my ice cream :D
want to share?

} don t tell me you know me well enough.

because i don t even know what i want.

i can t seem to choose the necessary things that i need. it is hard, knowing that everyone around me is moving on while i am still stuck here wondering what i should actually do. i seriously wonder about my results that i am going to collect in feb. right now, with nothing to do, i might as well enjoy it now then regret it later in the future.

you know , i thought after i have completed my 'o' level , i would be free? but god dam it , i am so wrong. every study steps i take is always wrong (for him). he can never understand the talents i have, the talents that i think i have. i know i was never wise in the family but that doesn t mean you have to put me down in every way?

after this entry, i don t want to mention it anymore because from here onwards, it is my choice and no one else. i just hoped that if i take the wrong path, i suffer alone and don t pull anyone down with me . it kinda sucks being somebody's burden.

i didn t do much today except watched chobits.

btw, pauline really made sense. when one day i am really sick of him, i should just take a break. i dunno if i am doing it correctly.

} blood diamonds.

deborah came over to my house in the morning while her mom went to facial. i was still sleeping when she came. i think i woke up after she coughed or something . ate porridge that my mom had bought from the coffeeshop and watched the world's strongest man. my brother is seriously full of crabs. :D he can make fun of everything and anything. later out of random, i told kor that uncle weelam and ryan watched night at the museum , gold class in VIVO city and my brother said he watched in gold class before.

jy: huh! really you never told me.

deborah: what movie did you watched?

kor: King Kong

deborah and I laughed like crazy lor. my brother was quite confused. for deborah and i, our thinking was king kong the movie was filmed before Vivo city was built. we thought he was trying to say something stupid. after laughing for so long, i finally explained to him and he said:

Great world city have gold class too.

dam. the joke wasn t funny anymore.

left with my brother to meet up with his friends and gf. we watched BLOOD DIAMONDS at marina square. not bad not bad :D but i still prefer FLYBOYS. it is really so darn good :} after the movie , Zhi Qiang say that now they have a reason not to buy diamond rings anymore which was quite logical actually. the amount of people dying or being tortured while childrens are trained to be soldiers just because of a stone - diamond. the movie later encouraged us to buy non-conflict diamonds but how do we know that?

ate Kenny Rogers for dinner . it was so filling la! i coudln t even finished my side dishes. the macoroni and cheese is sooo sinful D: but i still did not finish it . hah :D come, look at my leftovers of half a dozen of pepper honey glazed roasters wings.



MMMM :D

played bowling later and we didn t get caught for not wearing any socks :D this is the first time i beat everybody because i didn t use much strength and the machine coudln t register it and i get to have so many chances :D




arrays of colourful bowling balls :D



ugly smelly ronald macdonald pair of shoes.



my brother is so sexy >:D

okay. that is about it ):
going to SP open house of 4th jan. can t wait actually. i wonder what i am doing tomorrow. no plans again. maybe i will call yvonne up for lunch :D

} disappointing.

he finally came online after a long wait.
i said happy2007 and so did he.
but the conversation was boring ( i felt it that way)
and he is currently busy
and he will message me when he is free.

so much for being faithful.

we took a step each.
now it is his turn ,
maybe it is my turn again or
has the game already ended?

happy 2007?

HAPPY 2007 ! :D
another year. another tragic tale ):
hah. just kidding :D

} yesterday
waited 12 hours for him but it turned to nought. anyway, went to church to celebrate the new year. i found it quite dull at first , probably due to my stucked nose. everybody was jumping to the music and i jumped! and it dripped, and i decided to stop :] the pastor asked us to fast and to stay away from what we desire but i don t think i can do that? like for eg: i just ate porridge and now i am on the computer. i am not so strictly christian. i just go to church to be with God. nevermind, everything sounds so complicated for my first post of 2007.

i dunno if it is me but fredrick kept looking at my way , maybe he is disgusted at me blowing my nose all the time. haha. gidian kept asking the whole world if i looked singaporean. so qian bian >:{ he told me to stop bluffing him and tell the truth, whether am i a korean or a japanese. bleurgggh. even jian cong say i don t look singaporean. then kelvin started telling lame jokes again. he said his hair is worth more than ours because when he pawns it , he get moneys. ( he dyed his hair gold). so funny.went to marine parade later for lunch. deborah and i ate fish and co. we sat there for quite long actually . i realised that the more i want to see goat, the more i won t get it to see him. Before i saw him at the arcade the previous day, i was telling myself i would die if i see him because i wasn t wearing any pretty clothes and unfortunately, i saw him. so much for telling myself to be mature. after lunch, walked around and soon school'e' said she was fetching us soon.

went to Su Fen's house for family gathering. soon, the party started. we had dinner first before we started hanging around and took some photos among ourselves. last pictures for dec 31 2006.


deborah and i :)



a toast to sufen and i :)



good luck for secondary school, wen and ryan :D


later brought the small cousins to the playground. went to play with the swings for a while and got bored quickly after that. we suggested to sufen to change to another playground . the way there was quite funny. we wanted to take the shortcut route but there was this bangala standing there, eyeing on us . we were quite scared actually because we were all girls except for ryan who is only 12 years old? so we just take the risk, after walking past him, i saw him turned around and headed towards us. i think we ran like crazy lor.

okay. this is the funny part.

sufen , deborah and i were just sitting on this kiddy rides talking. huaywen was sitting on this spinning thing which was just a few feets away from us . Something told me to look at her. She was spinning averagely and next thing i know she was going faster and faster . it was so fast and in my mind i was telling myself that huay wen really got the guts lor. i think at that moment deborah and sufen looked too. suddenly huay wen started screaming for help, and it happened so fast , she flew off the the spinning bowl and landed on her side. it was quite scary because she laid still for a while . it gave me such a bad scare. i thought she fainted or something. thank goodness it wasn t a concrete floor but a playmate. deborah , sufen and i started running towards her, calling out her name . when she opened my eyes, i coudln t stop laughing . i mean the way she fly was seriously comical. huay wen said it was like taking drugs and she didn t even know she flew. she said her paradise ended when she opened her eyes and her head throb. man. huay wen ah. huay wen. deborah told her to bite her thumb and rubbed her stomach to prevent her from vomiting but huay wen still can say her thumb is dirty. LOOOOL. and when deborah finally force her to do it , she looked like a giant baby. i really coudln t stop LOLing. huay wen wanted to kick me back then. >:]



here is the spinning thing that wen was sitting on,




here's what happened when she spin too fast :D.



huay yi tried the spinning thing and



another spinning object except huay yi didn t fly off .



i didn t fly off either :D

after that when huay wen was better, we played some childhood games like lao yin chua xiao ji? then we decided to ask 2 china girls to join us. i think one was around huay wen age (12) and another around huay yi age. (9) after that the 2 china girls asked us to play blind mice? like niether the catcher nor the players can touch the ground , we can only play on the playground it self. i volunteered myself to be the catcher :]

the oldest one, 12, call her ah pui okays :D . she is so so so strict in this blind mice rules. when i was trying to hide away from one of her sister, i tried to hold on tightly to the ropes but bth already, my butt touched the floor and in such a stupid haughty voice,

"wo kan dao ren jia de pi ku dong ti xia horrrrr. "

sufen was with me at that time. i dunno if she saw me rolling my eyes .

later sufen and i planned to catch the darn ah pui lor. From my hiding place, i whispered to sufen, who was the catcher, to go left left left. in the end, ah pui got caught :D later she caught huay yi and i told her i would take huay yi 's place instead and she was arguing with me why can t huay yi play. Deborah told ah pui she was only primary 3 and ah pui said,

wo ye shi primary 3 ah!

i think it is because of her english, she is primary 3 and not 6.

i think in the end i was quite irritated with the blind mice game. so we sat down and talked.

jy : wo men wan plain catching la.

ahpui: plain catching?

jy : errrr...

deborah: bu dong catching.

jy: yeah :D

ahpui: hao ba - turns to me - ni de hua wen hen jiang leh.

jy : TMD! - thinking in my head-

wah lau. does she know who she is talking to? i am 4 years OLDER than her, not younger than her. before we left ,

jy : oi.

ah pui: se mou?

jy: wo de yin wen ye shi hen jiang leh.

ah pui: ... hehs.

jy: bye!

ah pui: bye!

jy: eh, ni dong "bye" se mou yi shi mah?

ah pui: ...

look. i am not looking down on people from china. i have friends who come from china. i am just pushing her down because of the attitude she gave to us. nothing else.

went to sufen house and drank a mouthful of mild beer and waited for the countdown while playing billionaire. everytime we go to sufen's house , we are always playing billonaire. i can never grow old of it :D i remember playing it for the first time at yi lin's house when it was mama's funeral. we all wanted this game to ourselves and kept asking sufen where she got it from , but she didn t know either and the only answer we got from her was it was a present that the neighbour gave to her.

5 minutes before 1 jan 2007, school 'e' called us down and scooped us some ice cream while the adults have beer. i asked for one cup, i was afraid i wouldn t like it so i made my brother drank half and surprisingly i love it :D i asked for one more cup but before i could drink everything down, my mother caught me ): and took away my last mouthful . everybody count down to it and cheers. :]

the adults played one more game of mahjong before heading home.

happy new year once again :D
and goat, i still haven t wished you yet ):


here's a new year kiss to everybody :D

} waiting again

i am down with a sore throat ): while waiting for a goat to come online for 11 hours already. it is making me so anxious that i am digging my nails again. shucks D:

i shouldn t have told my mother that i was sick, i was so dying to go to church and now , i don t think i can anymore. ]: but the cold is gone (: only left with the stupid dry throat.and the guy from Toy R us called me :D but i am working on the different day as deborah. i am working alone ): i am so scared. deborah said she will accompany me . oh man.

i think goat have temper? concluded that from his testimonials.
but i don t really give a dam about it now, all i want to do is just

talk to him NOW

} wait.

the morning was long while waiting for him to come online. i still can t control the involuntary action of my heart pumping so fast whenever i think of him. i am still waiting for him now .
gosh, goat. your the first guy that made me so anxious in my whole life . i love the feeling.

oh man, how long do i have to wait.
but he really mean that much :D

deborah, come to church tomorrow :]

} may i cry? because i finally spoke to him.

he emailed me and i added him on msn.
omfg, i seriously don t know how to describe my feelings now . the feelings are so mixed. i am really trying so hard to describe it . holy. yes i am happy but honestly it is more than just that. trust me.i dunno what to say or do. when he emailed me , my hands were shivering and my heart was pumping real fast. omg omg omg.

he just went offline and he left me here alone in mixed emotions.
help me. i really need a hug right now.

before going to suntec, met peipei . she was quite shocked to see me as well. it was quite funny. we crapped all the way until her stop. then she still scold me about starting late for getting a job. haha. i don t think i will make it to the jobinterview at Toys R Us in suntec. There were a lot of people applying for it . The sales application were out . Now i am only left with stock takings. ROAR. better than nothing.

later i was deciding whether should i go for floorball club training. yvonne could not go because her brother was sick and fariza could not go because she had to try out for national trials and sheryl just said plainly she was not going ): other than these 3 people, i really dunno anybody else and in the end i didn t go for club training. then i made a new friend - cheryl :D she really really very nice to talk to and she have the same likings as me la :D we walked from marina square to suntec to marina square and met mac chicken for dinner. took neoprints with mcken :D

took a train down to bugis and walked around till our feet hurts. we queued for sake sushi for 30 minutes and we ate quite a lot :D i really don t understand mcken. he is so skinny lor ): thin , urm just lighter than me by a lot >:( then me and cheryl quickly sat together and forced deborah to sit with mcken. it was so funny. could not stop laughing . later i ate one tempaki and coudln t bite properly and deborah laughed louder. i bet mcken think we are childish >:{ cheryl had to go back later while we go to the arcade and played bishi bashi.

deborah's mom called and told deborah she was grounded and i really want to go to church. i really believe He helped me with Goat.

once again, my heart stopped when i saw his name in my inbox.
i wonder if one day will he make me faint.

}yesterday

went to vivocity with uncle willam , ryan and deborah to watch movies. hehs, uncle willam and ryan went to try out the gold class seats while deborah and I just watched Flyboys. Please go watch Flyboys. it is really that good. really. honestly, i guarantee you :D

before that , had lunch at a high class swenson. the food there are a lil expensive than the normal one. so funny. we asked for so much tata sauce that the waiter said " YOU TUO YI GE TATA SAUCE?!" on our 6th asking.

later uncle willam suggested washing our hair for fun at jean yip. i was so shy but since when did uncle willam became so cool lor :DD this is the first tiem i let a guy wash my hair. :] he keep trying to find things to talk to me . it okay la. i don t mind :D at least he is not as pervertic as the guy in the arcade. he coudln t believe i was 16 . hah! i look mature >:] then later he said something funny which i kept laughing about it for a long time.

guy: if you perm your hair, you will look like japanese

jy: LOL

guy: if you straighten your hair, you will look like taiwanese

jy: LOOOOOOOL. STOP IT LA . LOL.

after the movie, we walked around. oh yeah, now i know what sadiq and raihan is working as now >:D i found the truth.

goat goat goat goat goat goat.

thank you very much.
i really really have that much feelings for you.

} more than just puppy love.

right. i think i am more than just bonkers. it is truely LOVESICK . i can t help it, some nights i dream of goatkiss. Is it really fate or just plain coincidence that he live nearby and there is a 30% chance he would come . shit, my heart is beating so fast. i can t even tell myself if i am happy to see him or sad that i didn t get any contacts of him. i think he knows i have something for him but he is not doing anything about it . my mom said after going through Jc , it is hard for him to look at girls my age. She said when i am 18 and he is 21, he would really take a real proper look at the mature true me . But , 18? that is in 3 years time. that amount of time, does it really make me change so much, does it really make me into a woman? hold me okays? i am just afraid i may not have that 'thing' anymore, in three years time.

it is hard being the youngest at home because no one takes you seriously and you will always have this thinking that people will give way to you. that is the problem, that is not mature thinking. another problem is , i never felt this serious in someone before. however , i know that one day i will be rejected by him, honestly. my mom told me to enjoy this feeling while i can, but this feeling, it somehow feels painful? like knowing he is just there! but you just can t , I just can t .

huay yi stayed overnight my house yesterday and she helped glue my lilo and stitch jigsaw puzzles and we played this club penguin game that i coudln t really let go of because i wanted to catch the big fish and in the end i found the secret of it :D omg, this is immature right. ):

later in the night huay yi sleeptalk which gave me such a bad shock! (note that it is 4 am }:[)

huay yi: What colour you want?

jy: -wake up straight away- Huh?

huay yi: WHAT COLOUR YOU WANT?

jy: omg omg , what thing?

huay yi: i am asking you WHAT COLOUR YOU WANT?

jy: i dunno!!

huay yi: forget it , just sleep.

jy: ...

when i woke her up in the morning and asked her what she meant in the night, she said she don t remember. thank god she don t sleep walk in my house. brought her to school to let her play some floorball. everybody thought she was my lil sister and said there was a slight resemblance. i taught her wrist shot and not bad la she :D later accompany her to run . luckily mr wee didn t scold me :] and even asked her if i bully her. hmp. after that everybody played penalty shot and i asked her to play. i think she had fun la . the boys were exceptionally nice :D they pulled the goalpost down when the goalkeeper was not looking and in the end huay yi scored. it was so funny.

met nana and wen later in the passport phototaking shop. she was wearing her Cedar uniform. i don t like it when the blouse is tucked in. look a lil ' toot' , AHAHA, okays. then we had lunch at 147 coffeeshop and go back to my house and played some computer and did some drawings and then it was time for dinner.

we ate at some china resturant which is so good :D i ate alot lor ): fatty. i ordered blackpepper steak rice and i felt so happy because the steak was soft and not tough and when i bite halfway, i realise the steak was not cooked. i lost my appetide. thier carrot cake is nice :D and urm the xiao long pao and the mango pudding :DD god, if i keep feeling happy everytime something nice melts into my mouth , i think i can t fit into my jeans anymore. uncle tai kit took a really ugly photo of me when i was eating xiao long pao, worse of all he is so tyco to catch me sticking out my tongue at him with all my xiao long pau in my cheeks. he won t let me touch his phone now.

and then we went to marine parade and i brought wen and yi to the arcade and the people at the counter tried getting fresh with me . we played basketball and i told huay wen to help me top up because i don t want to see the guy's face and then she scream and ran towards me and i thought somebody touched her but when i saw what she was pointing at,

my heart stopped.

the way home was seriously emotional and uncle taikit kept rubbing it in.

thanks peipei, gloria and yvonne for the presents . i love it :D

MERRRRY CRIMBOO :D

woot, soon it would be 2007 but i still don t need to go to school on Jan :)
life rocks.

celebrated christmas eve at Cornerstone church in Katong shopping center. i was really really so nervous. i didn t know what to do. i felt like a odd thumb sticking out of no where. when everybody was raising thier hands to God, i felt to awkward to do that . But deborah said i would get used to it . :] After that i was introduced to so many friendly people la :D . i think because i was a newbie there, i didn t receive any presents at all ): but it was okay :D later jian chong shared with me his stories with God. I was quite nervous and shy? LOL to make it worse, i was wearing a skirt. ): i felt a lil uncomfortable lor. And jian chong seriously seriously don t like 24, he is even older than my brother. i thought he was 18 or 19 plus.

sigh, i like the present that kelvin gave to deborah, i was so tempting to eat them.

later we had lunch at this delicious cafe. the black pepper chicken there is so good la :D i can t help but to smile at every bite. then later kok sing sit beside me and ate somebody's unwanted food and he kept laming with me ? but it is okays la . i don t mind (: and then he asked me what school i came from , whether it was mixed or what , and at first he pronouced my name wrong and evelyn corrected him and then he said yeah yeah i knew that one. LOL

then this Evain so cute,

FIRST EXAMPLE.

Kelvin: you see hor evain, deborah is my mei and jingyun is her cousin, that makes her my cousin too.

Evain: HUH really ar, (turn to me ) , are you really kelvin's cousin?

Jy: NO

Kelvin: YES

JY: NOO!

Kelvin: YESS!

SECOND EXAMPLE

Evain poked me and asked if i am Korean.

he is so so so cute la :D cannot stand it .

and kelvin hor, another lamer.

FIRST EXAMPLE

Kelvin: JINGYUN!

jy: Ya?

Kelvin: wo bu yao YA, wo yao JI.

jy: ...

SECOND EXAMPLE

deborah: the bus stop is here.

jy : Where?

kelvin: Here (point to his cheeks)

jy : ...

then later we kinda got lost and we took bus 40 to bedok and took bus 9 to si mei . then my mother told my brother to fetch me from tanah merah station instead . :] later i got scolded from my brother and mother for being so late and everybody eat before us . and my mother somehow like don t approve of me going to church. she is like afraid of something. ): later i still eat again at yi lin house. wah lau can grow fat . we played a round a mahjong , a game of ping pong and watched NANA movie, one quarter of it and we took family photo and opened presents! wow wow wow, i got a cashbank from kaka, a big big notebook which i really love from wen and yi, a book, marley and me from a deborah which i think it is the greatest present, a tigger plushie from ryan, a sexy necklace from ah kim, another sexy necklace and a bracelet from gi kim, a zip zip bag and a ang pow from nana , a eye glazer from school e and the most comical of all , yuan yin gave me fake eyelashes. OMG. everybody laughed . she is so cute la. i asked her is it my eyelashes not long enough or something. so funny. Rocky got his shares in shredding up the wrapping paper.

we went back home at 1am because my dad was tired ):
party pooper.

i won t forget 23rd december and the 9th of august.

} zoo zoo

as we walked to the left,
as we walked to the right,
as we walked , as we walked,
as we walked all night,
with our heels and our toes,
and a half turn about ,
we've found a new found friend :D


i had the worst morning today. deborah and i so badly wanted to bring huay yi go to the zoo today but her ( mang zhang ) mother didn t allow cause she was too busy getting school stuff for huay wen. sigh. deprived childhood. nana was afraid she would get caught in the rain. and guess what, it didn t even rain heavily today! but when we left the house to the zoo, huay yi really really really reallly looked sad. sigh, if i were her, i would have cried. D:

met mac-chicken at AMK interchange. waited so long >:[ luckily he came in time with the bus :D
the journey to the zoo was quite short :D maybe because i was quite excited or something. we finally reached there and i coudln t help but to think back about yvonne's birthday party. yucks!
ate a lil KFC before going in . took a lot a lot of pictures :D

sigh. i still dunno if the false gavial near the entrance is really false. do you know the crocodiles inside are seriously gigantic! the tails are way way fat, like about 50 cm. SO BIG CAN :D i don t like it . it is so scary. i wonder whether i was looking through a macnifying glass of something. the llamas there are very ai swee they actually let you take a picture of them upclose and posing ? Inuka , the polar bear, looked so sian lor ): i think he is going to be sent to another country soon and there will be no more polar bears in our zoo. we went to see the CATS family, the amphibians family, the aviary and some butterfly dome. all the animals are let loose. very very cool :D then, there was this fake frog on the floor and i thought it was real and i screamed. D:

in the end, i could not get anything for huay yi at the souvinier shop. we got lost during closing time.

had dinner later at bishan in the food court. i think bishan should hire better singers :D
and finally i got huay yi a christmas ornament and a blackandwhitepig stickers she really like. my mom said that make her day :D

happy tang yuan day :D


} yesterday.

went with school e , my mother and deborah to the floral exhibition at suntec. very beautiful. :D
deborah and huay yi stayed overnight my place and we made christmas cards :}

} stuck here waiting.


didn t really do much today.
watched Atlantis in the morning and played the computer the whole afternoon after that. too busy having fun with raquel and pauline. later learnt a lil beading session taught by my mom. she wanted me to make something for Kaka because she always get me something for christmas. in the end, i made her a pair of earrings. :D

i actually cooked!
i cooked porridge for dinner and prepared the ingredients :) i am so proud of my achievement! i finally finished one of my jigsaw puzzles. so romantic :D lilo is kissing stitch. i was thinking of goat the whole time i was doing it . man, and my mother actually talk to his mother this afternoon and she told me that after we arrive in singapore that day , some girls asked for his photos. bleurrrrgh. arggggh. bleurh!

was quite pissed at deborah and joanna just now . one can t make up her mind and the other dunno how to explain herself. so at first deborah cancelled her chalet and decided to stay with me instead and then joanna called and plead her to stay at the chalet and deborah was confused. i know she badly want to go but . hmm nevermind, anyway now she decided to stay at my house now :]

going to see some flower exhibition tomorrow. if i didn t see my mother's exasperation, i think i woudln t go with her . ): but flowers are cool :D especially when they are from all around the world!

btw, i heard this really really cool fact:

santa's original clothes colour are actually blackand white but because coca-cola decided to use santa claus as their advertisement and change the colour to red and white and from then on, people recognise santa claus as red and white instead :D

yeah. bet you didn t know that :)

} who's the fairest of them all?

wow. it's been raining a awful lot. i don t even need to on the air condition yesterday and i still can cover myself with a blanket? this shows how cold it is ! it 's been raining from last night until now! woot. i am repeating myself :]

played Tomba 2 this morning and i really put so much effort in it but my brother and I coudln find the memory card so in the end i have to delete everything! like argh, so wasted ):
went out to the new IKEA today and luckily it wasnt crowded . we still can find parking spaces? {a lot of them } omg omg omg , and ikea have really really nice meatballs! they are the only place where i know i can eat my meatball with confidence! :] Mm, love the gravy and the jam. it is so dam good can :D

my mother bought her shelves for the balcony and kitchen and i bought a full-length mirror to put in my room to admire myself 24 hours loong. i dunno what is wrong with my hair style these days, my center parting is showing D: i don t like partings. i don t even want to show any of them, INCLUDING CENTER! bleurgh. maybe it is the weather. maybe.

mr. wee sms today and i think he seem a lil shocked that i am not in the league? i mean there are so many good people in there! i am practically a baby when i go into that club. i think he seriously want me to play because he kept mentioning about division 2 . hmm. but mr. armin didn t even tell me and yvonne about anything regarding to the league. i think we are that bad

i don t like the jigsaws i bought yesterday. they are so thin and breaks up easily.
wonder what am i gonna do tomorrow. i can t always watch movies.

} monsoon season.

i`m finally finally home. just like yesterday, the rain was just as heavy. my entire jeans and sandals were wet! half the time i had to step in deep puddles ): so for those i have bought presents for today must appreciate it ! i shall complain to them in thier christmas cards to make it more sincere and also guilty and pressure on them to get me better presents. hah! :D

man, i am so mean. :}

went downtown today with yi lin and deb. sigh, meet that stupid lady from the `modelling agency` she just won t let me go? in the end i had to give her my number and this is the thrid time she is asking me :{ . i must complain! Yi lin say if i want to model there, i have to make a 300$ portfolio. wth, trying to cheat my money? They are the one that are suppose to pay me for the beautiful photos of me ! dam. i need to call the police :{ tmd.

watched ' trust the man ' . very very funny and a lil on the digusting side but it is ok because it is a NC 16 movie and i QUALIFY :D woot. i don t even need to show my ID card. someone congratulates me please :) before heading into the movie , took neoprints and ate ice cream at cinneleisure. we ordered five flavour but i only like 4 of them ): i don t like anything to do with green tea . So i just ate the brownie, rocky road, caramel fudge and triple chocolate. the art of being sinful :D

went to heeren later to look for males' present. so dam difficult to buy can }:[ one of them is so old fashion and the other one is so hip but still want feminine patterns. in the end , i got him some complicated pattern with a pink dot in it . i hope that is feminine enough. He is not even gay lor ! }:[ dunno what he is trying to prove . i dunno, i just can t stand guys who wear pink. it is just not right. Girls are lucky, they can wear universal colours and they look good and sexy in guys' clothes.

later went to buy xxx for someone . very funny . i was looking at the brown xxx but it didn t seem to have his size then the staff asked me if i needed help. I told him i wanted a bigger xxx for brown and the staff gave me a funny look and told me my (body part) * don t think dirty* werent that big! i told him i wanted to buy for somebody else and then i looked at his (body part) * don t think dirty* and asked for his size because i think someone`s size is the same. wah lau. this is getting so horny }:[ but it is not okays. So he smiled at me and gave me the size. I told the staff i would look around and after that i brought deborah with me and she told me it was fine! So i took that particular size and went to the counter. The staff smiled at me and said this was his size. I think i laughed quite loud because what he said wasn t really necessary but who cares. he kept staring at me after that.

have fun guessing :D
( in a clean way okays )

btw, it is not for a boyfriend, i don t have one , it just someone i am REALLLLLLLLLY close to.
even till the day i die :)

had sushi for dinner at heeren and headed down to taka later for yi lin to buy her boots. it looks really good and sexy :D btw, do you guys argee with me that the New Urban Male`s staff are good looking ? Are they really hire for their looks ? nevermind , later it was seriously pouring on my home. so depressing to walk alone especially in this weather. At least i don t think emo, like " i love to walk in the rain so no one can see my tears " holy crap .

bought 2 jigsaws to entertain myself and nobody wants to go out with me tomorrrrrow .
sigh. ):

} caramel`s death anniversary.

just came back from floorball training at Republic Poly. Yes, i finally made a decision to go. Going there was a problem. It was raining so heavily that my mother , brother and i got into a arguement. In the end i got my way :D i mean if i knew my way to RP, i would probably let them fetch me . However i didn t know anything, isn t it better to get the full information first and then you guys can fetch me the second time? sigh. it is the rain man, the rain

gathering at deborah`s house yesterday. nothing much. went back home at 11. i think half the time we were eating? so i killed yesterday`s calories by today`s training. i am all balanced now :D Coach scolded Yvonne and I today because we didn t understand one part of the drills. BUTTT, later he was nice enough to give us a koala bear magnet from australia. he said my koala bears were homosexual because one of them was on top of the other. i just laughed

anyway i dreamt that i wanted to eat pizzahut pizza today but my mother didn t let me get it . When i woke up , i was seriously craving for it and i ran down to tell my mother to go and order. She thought i was nuts and sleepwalking at first but we still ate pizzahut pizza - pepperoni flavour for lunch :) mMm.

yes. my father is going China again! :DDD
going to meet Yi lin and Deborah at orchard tomorrow. thank you that it is late in the afternoon if not i will be late again. Most of the time in Japan trip, people had to wait for us . I bet they think we are a nuisance. Anyway i can get somemore presents tomorrrrrow :)

{bless Caramel`s soul}

btw, it doesn t really matter to me now that i am not playing in the league :l

} have a jolly christmas :D

hey. this blog is collecting cyber dust. haven t really been updating it since i come back from Japan :x i just don t have the mood now . oh well, i just guess i try now . anyway my christmas list of giving to people is adding ): but christmas is all about giving and receiving :D i just hoped i will receive more ! hah!

went to watched a movie , The Holiday, with deborah yesterday. Pretty comical. Later went to buy christmas presents! Almost half of my list is checked . friggin happy. however , i still haven t got anything for the most important people in my life ): nevermind , monday monday monday! ahah, so shocked that jian wei got me a present already. it is the first christmas present i got from him after being his cousin for 16 years. he keep hinting to me he wants a brown shirt with feminine pattern. i don t like that ): since when was he gay? oh wait, one time he wore this shirt saying " i am your private dancer " hm. sometimes he can be so MAN.

japan trip was alright . seriously enjoyed myself there, except for the thrid day though. i vomitted ): but nevermind, lust from afar overcome alllll! i fell in front of him . friggin pai seh. thank god i didn t wore a skirt. i really kiao kah until i can t kiao kah anymore. Also, one time i thought i knocked on nanas door but it turned out to be his. i didn t even comb my hair. argh. #@$#$%#$%. dam it! oh yes. i finally saw, touched snow! i made a snowangel, snowball and a snowman. right. one of my dreams come true! (heart shape)

there is floorball training tomorrow. i honestly dunno whether should i go. i mean i am not in the league team and sigh. everything is so complicated and i thought going into club would solve everything. guess i am wrong about this one. besides , it is not as if i don t have time for the training, it is just me towards the people there. It is not there i have anything against them , it is just uncomfortable. the trouble of making new friends.

this blog is lagging. it makes my typing goooooo slooow. i wanted to change blog initially but the new version is crapping me off. so i shall stick with this.

listen to the new japanese song :D
heard it on the ANA flight .
love it :D